you might want to skip this rant

(if you can read hebrew click on the title)

i'm trying to look at people favorably (as you may have seen in a previous post)
maybe they misplaced my number
and my address
and my e-mail address...es

maybe i'm a bad influence and they want to distance themselves from that

maybe they don't have a lot of time to spend talking to people, and i'm not on their a-lists

maybe they don't want to disturb my learning

maybe it's (the possessive form has no apostrophe) because i'm here and they're there

whatever it is "i'm sure" its for the best